Thursday The 29th April!

Got up early this morning...6.30. Swam till 7.00.....then had my breky consisting of special K and a yogurt!.....Trying hard to get used to the smaller meals..it's not easy as I'm scared of getting the shakes if I don't eat enuff!! Hopped on the scales...damm, damm, damm.....not even a slight shift away from yesterdays weight of 61.1kg!!!!!!!!!!!! Even chopped 6 inches off my hair hoping like mad it would make a difference....BUGGER! Yesterday was a bit depressed...thinking about it, I think it's because the youngest of my children is moving away as well and I'm finding it hard to cope with the thought of all my family in another state! Was hard enuff when my oldest moved taking with her my adored granchild who'd lived with me since she was born [5yrs]!!......Don't get me wrong...was extremely happy for them as my daughter has finally found her soul mate who is lovely and adores her. They are very happy and he loves my grandchild....It's just hard because we r all close and I miss them very much. I know they all have their own life to live and I'm 100% behind them all. Aw well ...saying this here I guess will help me cope cause I don't like telling them as It may make them worry...WILL HAVE TO STOP THIS WINGING......ok am now off to blow dry my hair after getting rid of all the sprinkles{grey} and then have my treadmill walk! Until later!!!