Ok !!

Nothing really important to say...walked for an hour ...did my thing....watched telly and am now about to cook dinner.....Waiting for my man to get home!! Fish and salad for tea....hopefully I can still abstain from the alcohol as I know thats contributed a lot to my weight issues!!! Arrrrr have the weekend now....thats the worst time for me because this place is sooooo social....always someone either arriving or the phone rings for invo's for dinner and DRINKS!!.....hard hard hard!!.....Well I'll just have to try my best! Maybe should print out that revolting pic thats on FB and it will stop me...only prob...I'd probably get depressed!! WILL POWER....whats that? Be back after the weekend!....have a good one!

Friday...Almost Weekend!

Breakthru.....60.1kg....Yahoooo!! Now thats what I'm talkin about!.......Encouragement...thanku Mr Scales!! Slept in a bit this morning....beautiful day out...sunny, warm and the pool is a waiting...but decided I needed the rest more!.....Having my warm lemon water at the moment as I punch away on these keys and then I'll have breaky and clean up... then walk on the treadmill....did 45mins last time so hopefully I'll do the same or more!.....Weekend is coming up and blast and damm...another holiday monday...we just had one last weekend....God!!!! too many public holidays....drives me crazy ...mucks up my week! Oh well ....best shoot off now .....can't keep sitting at the computer or u know what won't be getting any smaller!!!....Soooo see ya later !!

Thursday Avo!

Didn't do my walk....went down the ocean road and into the city.....did some shopping and then off to the doctors! As usual had to wait over an hour for my appt....pisses me off! Anyway had a meal out with hubby but really didn't eat much..[calamari and salad] ....and mineral water!! Would love to have had a glass of wine but with that pic of me posted on the fb still fresh in my mind! NOOOO Way!!! Now home and will have an early night...a little uneventful, but hey, gotta have those days every now and then!!!...Nite!

Thursday The 29th April!

Got up early this morning...6.30. Swam till 7.00.....then had my breky consisting of special K and a yogurt!.....Trying hard to get used to the smaller meals..it's not easy as I'm scared of getting the shakes if I don't eat enuff!! Hopped on the scales...damm, damm, damm.....not even a slight shift away from yesterdays weight of 61.1kg!!!!!!!!!!!! Even chopped 6 inches off my hair hoping like mad it would make a difference....BUGGER! Yesterday was a bit depressed...thinking about it, I think it's because the youngest of my children is moving away as well and I'm finding it hard to cope with the thought of all my family in another state! Was hard enuff when my oldest moved taking with her my adored granchild who'd lived with me since she was born [5yrs]!!......Don't get me wrong...was extremely happy for them as my daughter has finally found her soul mate who is lovely and adores her. They are very happy and he loves my grandchild....It's just hard because we r all close and I miss them very much. I know they all have their own life to live and I'm 100% behind them all. Aw well ...saying this here I guess will help me cope cause I don't like telling them as It may make them worry...WILL HAVE TO STOP THIS WINGING......ok am now off to blow dry my hair after getting rid of all the sprinkles{grey} and then have my treadmill walk! Until later!!!

Wed Night!

Its later...actually after dinner now.....Walked for 45mins today, didn't get to swim..day went fast but I got a bit depressed today!! Tears came easily...What the heck is the matter with me!!!....Ended up having a sanger for lunch and went and lay down....fell fast asleep!.....Now after Cooking lamb chops for tea with salad ....have watched a little telly with my man{who incidently doesn't know I'm a little down, good at pretending a}...now he's made me a cuppa....sometimes don't think I deserve him!!!!!........Will call it a night!!!....Until we meet again!!

Wed...another Day!!

Hopped on the scales....still 61.1kg.....bugger....not moved even the slightest....altho I did notice an insect on the scales and I haven't shaved my underarms and legs for a few days ...so maybe thats the reason!!.....Have noticed that bloody horrid fat pic of me comes up all the bloody time on fb....amid the odd caustic comment!!!....how come when there's been a really nice one of me...it disapears into the abyss amid absolutely no comment whatsoever!!! Interesting!!.....Anyway off now to do more treadmill and hopefully swimming if the rain stops! And maybe I'll drag out that workout machine from under the bed{been there almost since purchase}....and give it a go, ...the add on the telly said I'd look amazing after only 3 mins a day.....soooo ....yep....will give it a go!!! See ya at the end of the day for an update!!

Tues...Avo

Well had a pretty good day......egg on toast for breaky with a cuppa..then walk on the treadmill ...ended up 40mins instead of 15mins so that was great!!! after my usual bed making and general clean up got on with heaps of ioning while watching a couple of scary movies [love it] ......Lunch consisted of a small pasta salad and a mineral water......afternoon cuppa with a weight watchers profiterol....hmmm.....then a swim for 20mins and a spa for 15!!! Now showered and ready for...ha!...u guessed ...a weight watchers beef casserol!!!!!!!!......yipeeee.....hope tomorrow yeilds some good news!!

Tuesday...2nd day!!

Well got up this morning and hopped on the scales.....61.1kg......unbelievable....alcohol I'm convinced now plays an enormous part in weight...esp for me!!!! Sais a lot doesn't it!!! Can't seem to just have a glass or 2....has to be 3 or 4 ....oh ...may just finish the bottle...arrrrrrrrrr!!!! Living in a tourist town it becomes almost impossible ...mind u wasn't always this way. When I first came to live here I was used to having 1 or 2, but when I kept having visitors who were up here on holiday and wanted to party it got increasingly harder to say noooooo!!!!!! Now just 2 days of no alcohol, a little excercise and eating only weight watchers meals I've already lost .6 of a kilo!! Not much u think....well its great !!!!!......Anyway my day today is going to be walking for 1/2 hr....used to do an hour but haven't been walking for a while so don't want to push it and besides.....am having a little catching pain everynow and then in the pelvic area......strikes me when I least expect it so frightens me ..........so I'll take it easy untill my body gets used to it again!!.....Then hopefully if the rain stops I'll be in the pool again...so for now....adios....be back later!!

Monday avo!

well...have done the 2 stints of swimming today ....too stuffed for the walk...that'll be tomorrow!! Feeling a tad hungry....have only had my porridge this morning and a weight watchers meal for lunch!!........think I'll go have a cuppa and then ...whoppee...another weight watchers meal. Too scared to cook something myself yet...would probably make something fattening...damm!!!!....off I go now to watch some of the godfather trilogy marathon with hubby on the couch.......don't worry will wriggle my toes or get up and walk around every so many mins!!.....untill tomorrow .....after the weigh in in the morning.....maybe I'll have shifted something.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh My God!!!

Can't believe it...how could I have put on soooo much weight!!!....I'm devastated!....Just had a cousin come up and stay for a holiday. Yep u guessed it , we ate and drank till the cows came home. Then off she went back to her place of abode and low and behold the next thing ....I'm staring at pictures on FB of someone that resembles me but has 3 chins and a rubber tyre around her middle and she's not even in the water!!! Well after deleting that lot of My FB ...and trying every which way to get rid of it off hers....but thats an impossibility.....I've now decided to tackle the problem head on. Out of the cupboard has now come all the weight watchers magazines I've been storing up for the future and are now going to be read from cover to cover.....Being on here and having updates is going to be my saving grace....Because I'm Not Telling Anyone That I'm Writing about this!!!......This is for me!!!!!.......Actually even tho I HATE it that the pics are out there....I'm kinda grateful for the wakeup call. Never believed it when people said..."I didn't realize how much weight I'v put on".....well all u people out there in fat land....I Am Now a believer!!!!!! Sooooo....got up this morning and have had porridge and grated apple for breaky....oh and washed down with a couple of liver tablets!.....went swimming...breaststroke is my speciallty.....for 1/2 an hour....so not bad for a first day specially seen I haven't been off the couch for 2 weeks!!.........Sooo.... I'm starting off at 6.7kilos and I'm 5ft 2......small boned I am ....so its fair bit for me!!!.......61yrs of age .....it's not going to be easy to loose it....harder when ur older!!