What to do!!!! Arrrrrrr!!!!!

Sorry about the last post!! Wrote that just after new year and soooo much has happened since! Yes I've been soooo slack in writing again ! 😳 well that is the nature of blogs I guess... At least for me!  My husband and I ( eww I sound like the queen of England ) have a very successful business in Queensland but because all the loves  of my life ( mainly my kids and grand kids ) are in Melb !!! We have decided to now rent a place in Melb so we can stay every now and then to spend time with them!!  The only problem is John (husband ) has to keep flying back and forth  ( for the business) to keep me in the custom I'm used too!   It's a really tricky situation because although I love the time down here and the time I have alone I miss him terribly and never want to get used to not having him here with me!!! It's so easy to get used to doing your own thing! To not having to wash iron cook and clean after someone else! To not listen to them snore and keep you awake at night! To not have to explain where you are how long you'll be and whom your with!!! 😱.... Omg... Sounds like I'm pissed off already!!! 😂😂.... Not the case....YET.... !!     I don't know where this is leading me and at this stage in my life... For fuck sake( sorry) .. But at 65 yrs of age I can say fuck... I'm unsure!!! ... I love Port Douglas and the wild wonderful part of the world it is... The wonderful generous friends I have and the relaxed slow  atmosphere of the whole place!!! But I also love the exciting energy of Melbourne ... The shops , the people the restaurants the atmosphere the beaches the friends the family .... It's really a confronting time for me!!!  What does the future hold? Where will I end up? There's sooo much I love!  God I'm feeling sooooooo confused!

Ok !!  So here we r again... I'm posting another bit of stuff ... I was going to say shit until I remembered my NYR... Of not swearing !!! Have had the best Xmas where my husband John did not stress once on the Xmas holidays... A first!!!   Then off to Bali where we had an amazing time with my Nephew and his family .... Was a little depressed on return cause I was missing my gran kids ... .... So happy to say off to Melb to see them all for the weekend on valentines weekend!! Can't wait !!!